Friday, December 26, 2008

drunken post

wow. almost published a blank post (see title)
i cannot express in words what i feel.
my life is changing (for the better?) it better!
will anyone understand? maybe not. but maybe the people that DO understand are the only people that i need/want in my life right now.
selfish?
about time?
hmmm....
glad i don't have any MORE alcohol...
i am so full and empty at the same time!
i wish for a less complicated life- a more livable one. a more socially acceptable one.
wait a minute- who CARES what people think? do i care? wait....do i? i don't know?!!??!? i used to care, and that's what got me INTO this mess! shouldn't i not care? but....god i'm confused.

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