i had 3 cigarettes (bummed) at the haunt on sunday night. not sure why, just wanted them and i had them. grrr. then i bought a pack. i have since bought another pack. what am i doing?
i really hate to say it, but i think that my man's coming off of his sobriety pact with himself made it easier for me to slide. i was really feeding off of his energy about that and when he lost it, so did i. not blaming anyone but myself.
i'm feeling now like i am not ready again- WHY? why do i like it so much? do i?
i'm going day by day and sooner or later i'll be better again.
todays reason to quit smoking: IF AT FIRST YOU DON'T SUCCEED...
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